2022-12-11
writing is like therapy
actually, i really have a need to feel absolved from not taking the chance of becoming a font designer? eh bakit i really don't have the means to buy things like a scanner or a digital drawing tablet for myself? maybe i had some sort of idea to make all sorts of lettering designs when i was in high school, but i really wasn't signed up, yes that's the truth.
i once really "stopped designing fonts" and just make the some block letters over an over again for design. but writing and typing on a keyboard really absolves me because i guess it's really okay to make the same drawings repetitively?
but i actually took up linguistics in college and it's writing and writing all over again. but no drawing? hindi daw fine arts talaga.
afterwards, i got a job in an ad agency but as a "copywriter". hindi naman "graphic designer". so what's really lost? umm, i didn't ummm, like lose to this Shell National Art Competition Girl right?
uhhh edi brown na girl pala siya. so.....you're telling me, she really did so much better sa buhay because she really studied Fine Arts as her course.
why is UP Diliman some sort of....umm. summer camp talaga. it's really a huge festival for pre-signing up for all these things that you plan for.
why is ate sharon super-tanda tignan pala?
umm, how should i say this. baka the tale is like this, maybe you're wandering around in town and you see shops na private nga pala ang subscription talaga. like some shop called "Chipipay" sa San Mateo. somehow, it's all of these pambabaeng damit na....how should i say this. "OPM-Ready"
umm, bakit nga ako napadaan dito. siyempre, hindi ko nga pala daanan yon. sa Katipunan dapat ako nagpupunta, hindi pala sa San Mateo. in that direction pala.
kunyari, magsisimba lang ako. edi dapat sa Katipunan nga ako nagsimba the whole time. sa tabi ng Miriam nga.
but somehow, kailangan kong i-visit yung Aranzazu. dahil daan ng ibang tao talaga yon.
pero hanggang sa wala talaga akong pera nung isang araw na yon, may pang-simba lang ako talaga.
hindi ko nga daanan yon talaga. kaya mali talaga ang presyo.
correct naman lahat pag nasa kabilang gate ng subdivision.
edi napapaisip na lang ako, bakit kung nag-computer pala ako. edi talaga akong may isang sinulat kada araw. uhhhh okay na nga.
kung sa kabilang gate ako dumadaan talaga. edi, makakabili pa ako ng damit sa ukay-ukay pati pagkain sa 7-11. talagang okay na nga ako. pwede na rin ako dumaan sa Araneta Center. mali nga yung daanan.